Monthly Archives: March 2016

WARNING!!!!!!!!ATTEMPTED  T O USE FACEBOOK  AND COMPUTER BLOCKED ME DUE TO A MALICIOUS VIRUS, TRUTH!

NEWS  DATE  JANUARY  30TH, 2024.

THE NEWLY ELECTED PRESIDENT OF THE USA, MARSHALL SCHWARSENAGGER, GRANDSON OF THE FORMER CALIFORNIA  GOVERNOR WAS ASKED TO RESIGN WHEN HE THREATENED A SENATOR IF HE DIDN’T VOTE HIS WAY ON AN EQUAL RIGHTS BILL.THE REPUBLICANS RAN HIM FOR OFFICE DUE TO TIMIDITY IN THE LAST PRESIDENT.

 

IN OTHER POLITICAL NEWS, A GROUP OF ARMED MEN CLAIMING TO HOLD DEMOCRATC OFFICES SHOT AND KILLED A REPUBLICAN MAYOR OF TEXAS.  POLITICAL SOLSIERS….NO IT ISN’T TRUE BUT THINK ABOUT IT. IN THE MEANTME CANASIAN AUTHORITIES NOTED THE SHARP INFLUX OF AMERICANS WITH THE INTERNAL VIOLENCE. IOLENCE HAS BROKEN OUT IN MANY GATHERINGS AND THE POLITICAL HATRED SO FIERCE, PEOPLE ARE WANDERING ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY OF CIVIL WAR

MILITARY NEWS: NAVY INTELLIGENCE  REPORTED IT HAS FOUND A NEW SIGNATURE ECHO OF A STALIN CLASS 1V NUCLEAR SUB. …iSRAEL HAS REPORTED THROUGH IT’S SESIMIC  SCIENTIST THE TREMORS OF A 20 MEGATON DEVICE UNDERGROUND DETONATION.iSRAEL ATTEMPTED TALKING TO CONGRESS REFUSED SAYING IT WAS THE PRESIDENY’S JOB.

 

THE ABOVE IS ALL HOGWASH BUT……………….

CARL JAMES 3-29-16

 

 

 

 

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The Inner Quest

The Inner Quest

 

I looked in the gold-bound book

Pleading for my inner pain to heal

I raised my head, mesmerized

Beautiful stained glass to see

 

I watched the wind and rain in

Violence and power pummel me

I watched the meteor hit with force

I was on my knees, it came not to me

 

As I yielded myself to nothing I knew

A warm spot grew and rose in me

Flooding me with warmth, well being

Confidence and love beyond knowing

 

Emptiness filled, fear and doubt revealed

Darkness not an enemy of the light

Silence nothing for me to fear for in me

Lay the answers right for me and we

 

I chose knowing over ignorance in me

Answers flow, ideas all about my head

Always knowing to be set free means

Yielding to the nothing inside of me.

 

Carl James

3-25-16

Where Was I?

Where Was I?

 

Where was I when the cold hand of uncertainty gripped her heart?

Where was I when he decided life was worth less than living to see

Whether I perhaps had abandoned hope for a better friendship with him

Where was I when perhaps your hard shell softened to better be

Internal beauty that passed me by a moment I had wished to see.

 

What precious moments have I missed with someone not believing

Their receptivity staring me in the face that encouraged abilities to free

Their soul to themselves in love and freedom to ever freely see.

Love was meant for everyone a gathering of our collectivity.

 

Life is a flood of urges, dreams, centered around geocentric me

Difficult are the attempts to tear away and take a look at you

Whose moment of glory may just have passed unattended by me

When helping myself might have been missed by a blind eye

In it’s inattention missing the luminescence of your very soul

 

Life is not the self-centered application of new ideas I meet

It is the collective oneness that says we all may benefit from the

Out reach of our love that gathers us all around sharing, partaking

Sweet golden apples, rewards for our touching of all mankind

 

Everyone, our brother, mother, sister or the other who needs

A part of us all willing to give to humanity’s stream of knowing

It is we, not me that directs the course of internal self discovery

I, hopefully, in recognition and receptivity am a channeled flow

 

To be a Gandhi, a Saint Francis, a Mother Teresa, we missed

Moving our centers outside ourselves into the heart of humanity

Golden opportunities speaking of a vessel through which

Goodness and mercy flow and we only guide the ever presence.

 

I am always able to be more than I am and less than I was when

A receptor and sender of the essence of life’s vitality around me.

Sharing the love of my life that others gave me in their moments

Altruistic sharing of the sustenance that is forever flowing

 

Carl James

Immersion

Immersion

 

In the light

In the heart

A part of

Sharing,

Growing

Knowing,

Flowing

Becoming

More

Into the,

Sea of

Life

 

CJ

 

If Cannot Hold You

If I Cannot Hold You

 

If I cannot hold you in my arms

Feel the warmth of all your charm

Look into your eyes for at least a day

Knowing the role that we played

 

Spiritual re-union if you may

What price did we pay today?

Egos bought for another day.

Standing in adoration, people view

Know nothing of your real value

 

Love that began to show in you

Gently it touched your heart too

Furtively looking for only a few

Moments of love inside your arms

 

Love always looking for love in you

It was our souls that now will mourn

Emptiness that rises in the days apart

Cold lifelessness around the heart

 

Carl James

3-8-16

 

Love Showed It’s Face

Love Showed It’s Face

 

Love showed it’s face to me the other day

I hid it from you, awkward shy tongue-tied

No smooth rhythmic lines, thoughts to leave behind

No abstract analogies or adroit soliloquies

 

It showed the pain of love suddenly abstained

Love misunderstood yet still in the heart

It showed my insecurities, my obscurities, uncertainties

It showed my vulnerabilities to your critique of immaturities

 

Perhaps I will wait   ’til another day to let it go astray

Like a clumsy overzealous puppy in the park on a lark

 

When the pain is less around my heart and there is time

To get a start with one who doesn’t mind to part

With disciplined have-tos and scheduled want-tos

 

But, as always I will leave a part of me, the price of

Intensities and too much trust, pulling down the husks

Baring my tender soul to soul connections to the friction

 

A soul that remembers and secretly keeps the part of

You that knows the deep potential union of its start and

I will ponder what tentatively touching your face would do

 

Carl James

3-12-16