Monthly Archives: March 2016
WARNING!!!!!!!!ATTEMPTED T O USE FACEBOOK AND COMPUTER BLOCKED ME DUE TO A MALICIOUS VIRUS, TRUTH!
NEWS DATE JANUARY 30TH, 2024.
THE NEWLY ELECTED PRESIDENT OF THE USA, MARSHALL SCHWARSENAGGER, GRANDSON OF THE FORMER CALIFORNIA GOVERNOR WAS ASKED TO RESIGN WHEN HE THREATENED A SENATOR IF HE DIDN’T VOTE HIS WAY ON AN EQUAL RIGHTS BILL.THE REPUBLICANS RAN HIM FOR OFFICE DUE TO TIMIDITY IN THE LAST PRESIDENT.
IN OTHER POLITICAL NEWS, A GROUP OF ARMED MEN CLAIMING TO HOLD DEMOCRATC OFFICES SHOT AND KILLED A REPUBLICAN MAYOR OF TEXAS. POLITICAL SOLSIERS….NO IT ISN’T TRUE BUT THINK ABOUT IT. IN THE MEANTME CANASIAN AUTHORITIES NOTED THE SHARP INFLUX OF AMERICANS WITH THE INTERNAL VIOLENCE. IOLENCE HAS BROKEN OUT IN MANY GATHERINGS AND THE POLITICAL HATRED SO FIERCE, PEOPLE ARE WANDERING ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY OF CIVIL WAR
MILITARY NEWS: NAVY INTELLIGENCE REPORTED IT HAS FOUND A NEW SIGNATURE ECHO OF A STALIN CLASS 1V NUCLEAR SUB. …iSRAEL HAS REPORTED THROUGH IT’S SESIMIC SCIENTIST THE TREMORS OF A 20 MEGATON DEVICE UNDERGROUND DETONATION.iSRAEL ATTEMPTED TALKING TO CONGRESS REFUSED SAYING IT WAS THE PRESIDENY’S JOB.
THE ABOVE IS ALL HOGWASH BUT……………….
CARL JAMES 3-29-16
The Inner Quest
I looked in the gold-bound book
Pleading for my inner pain to heal
I raised my head, mesmerized
Beautiful stained glass to see
I watched the wind and rain in
Violence and power pummel me
I watched the meteor hit with force
I was on my knees, it came not to me
As I yielded myself to nothing I knew
A warm spot grew and rose in me
Flooding me with warmth, well being
Confidence and love beyond knowing
Emptiness filled, fear and doubt revealed
Darkness not an enemy of the light
Silence nothing for me to fear for in me
Lay the answers right for me and we
I chose knowing over ignorance in me
Answers flow, ideas all about my head
Always knowing to be set free means
Yielding to the nothing inside of me.
Where Was I?
Where was I when the cold hand of uncertainty gripped her heart?
Where was I when he decided life was worth less than living to see
Whether I perhaps had abandoned hope for a better friendship with him
Where was I when perhaps your hard shell softened to better be
Internal beauty that passed me by a moment I had wished to see.
What precious moments have I missed with someone not believing
Their receptivity staring me in the face that encouraged abilities to free
Their soul to themselves in love and freedom to ever freely see.
Love was meant for everyone a gathering of our collectivity.
Life is a flood of urges, dreams, centered around geocentric me
Difficult are the attempts to tear away and take a look at you
Whose moment of glory may just have passed unattended by me
When helping myself might have been missed by a blind eye
In it’s inattention missing the luminescence of your very soul
Life is not the self-centered application of new ideas I meet
It is the collective oneness that says we all may benefit from the
Out reach of our love that gathers us all around sharing, partaking
Sweet golden apples, rewards for our touching of all mankind
Everyone, our brother, mother, sister or the other who needs
A part of us all willing to give to humanity’s stream of knowing
It is we, not me that directs the course of internal self discovery
I, hopefully, in recognition and receptivity am a channeled flow
To be a Gandhi, a Saint Francis, a Mother Teresa, we missed
Moving our centers outside ourselves into the heart of humanity
Golden opportunities speaking of a vessel through which
Goodness and mercy flow and we only guide the ever presence.
I am always able to be more than I am and less than I was when
A receptor and sender of the essence of life’s vitality around me.
Sharing the love of my life that others gave me in their moments
Altruistic sharing of the sustenance that is forever flowing
In the light
In the heart
A part of
If I Cannot Hold You
If I cannot hold you in my arms
Feel the warmth of all your charm
Look into your eyes for at least a day
Knowing the role that we played
Spiritual re-union if you may
What price did we pay today?
Egos bought for another day.
Standing in adoration, people view
Know nothing of your real value
Love that began to show in you
Gently it touched your heart too
Furtively looking for only a few
Moments of love inside your arms
Love always looking for love in you
It was our souls that now will mourn
Emptiness that rises in the days apart
Cold lifelessness around the heart
Love Showed It’s Face
Love showed it’s face to me the other day
I hid it from you, awkward shy tongue-tied
No smooth rhythmic lines, thoughts to leave behind
No abstract analogies or adroit soliloquies
It showed the pain of love suddenly abstained
Love misunderstood yet still in the heart
It showed my insecurities, my obscurities, uncertainties
It showed my vulnerabilities to your critique of immaturities
Perhaps I will wait ’til another day to let it go astray
Like a clumsy overzealous puppy in the park on a lark
When the pain is less around my heart and there is time
To get a start with one who doesn’t mind to part
With disciplined have-tos and scheduled want-tos
But, as always I will leave a part of me, the price of
Intensities and too much trust, pulling down the husks
Baring my tender soul to soul connections to the friction
A soul that remembers and secretly keeps the part of
You that knows the deep potential union of its start and
I will ponder what tentatively touching your face would do